Avoiding Soul Recycling Part 1

In this Magdalene-aligned teaching, we explore soul sovereignty, false light, and the practice of tracing longing back to Source.

Through the Witness Seat, Tracing the Longing, Night Rehearsal, and Transmission of Recognition, this episode looks at how fear, guilt, attachment, and desire can become hooks — and how those hooks lose power when we follow the longing back to its true origin.

The question at the center is simple:

What is this longing reaching for?

Not to shame desire.
Not to suppress it.
But to return it home.

Truth reveals the distortion.
Love shows the way out.

Transcript

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Welcome to Truth Resonator where we remember what was never meant to be buried. This is not really the only thing. This is remembrance. Truth without love becomes a weapon. Love without truth, it becomes a blindfold. The feminine flame, the embodied heart, the sovereign path. Here we return to all of it. Thanks for joining me today. So let's get into something that's really controversial in many aspects, but I think it's important because I've been on this journey for 13 years, and this is the first time that I really encountered something that gives you a guide of how to not become a recycled soul. So I touched on a little bit of where what we tend to be taught and learned came from in my last episode. Because since the younger dryest, 13,000 years ago, basically what has been created to keep us in a material cage that we typically call the matrix feeds the inversion. And when I say the inversion, I mean it feeds an aspect of reality that is actually the opposite of truth. I think if you've been on this journey any length of time, you can relate to that statement in itself. So why am I bringing this up today? Well, there's been a lot of um disclosure about when someone has a near-death experience or any kind of um encounter with quote unquote the light. What is the light? We talk about the light being within, and it is, that's true. But what is that light that we see outside of us? That light that gives us warmth and a feeling of home or familiarity. Well, I believe that it is part of the Archon construct, meaning it's meant to draw you in, it's meant to attract you so that you by consent go toward the light and become a recycled soul again. So I went in search of how do I, how do I, as a truly evolved soul with clear intentions of not being recycled to living authentically, avoid that trap? Was there a secret password? Is everything that I'm doing already enough? Where in that spectrum do I fall? And then it gives me a measure, a measuring stick, if you would, of where maybe other people tend to fall. Because I do see a lot of beings that because of whatever effort they've put forth feel like they've done enough that they're not absolutely going to repeat any type of um life here again just because they say so. And if that is your stance, I'm sorry to tell you it's inaccurate. And this is a product of the archon enforcement. We're made to believe that so that we actually don't put forth the genuine effort to get back to a whole state which prevents the archons from attaching to us. So today I'm gonna give you part one. Um, and it's it's really intensive. Stop, listen to it again, you know, take it in bits and chunks, but do yourself a favor and try to get through the content because to me it's gold. It's not gold because I'm bringing it to you, it's gold because it's really hard to come by. And that in itself, you know, it reminds me, those with nothing to hide, hide nothing. If this information was so inconsequential, why is it so hard to locate? Why is it so hard to find? And whenever you do find it, why does why does your entire being light up saying, Yes, this is the key that unlocks the door? So the work is absolutely necessary and possible, but it requires absolute truth and honesty, where love is unconditional, and that love begins with yourself and extends to all things and people that we love. So that honest practice, it's not casual, it's even the spiritual equivalent of like a morning stretch or your daily exercise, it really needs to become a part of the fabric of the life that you lead every single day, it's that important. The demanding specific way that you go about this practice is the part that's transformative, so there's no bypassing here. So to have the genuine transformative um experience, not because extreme physical discipline is required, it's just the effort and the energy that you put forth. It does require that pure quality of honest self-examination that most people, even the most sincere spiritual seekers, spend their entire lives carefully avoiding. So you can completely expect to become uncomfortable here, and I would again say that's a good sign. So here is the self-transformation steps. The first is called the witness seat. It's not meditation like we've experienced in the past, and it's not about relaxing or reducing stress or even accessing a peaceful status, it's about repositioning, specifically repositioning the soul's sense of identity from the container that experiences its own awareness and how it rises. So ordinary direct consciousness is you and your thoughts, and you are your feelings. So, example, when you have anger arise in your being, you become angry. When you have grief arise in your being, you begin to grieve. When you have insight, you are now the one who understands something. So whatever rises, then the that is the contents of the container. Then the container follows suit and says, okay, anger rose, now I'm angry. You see how that they collapse into one another. So that is the content and the container collapsing together. And that is exactly what makes the Archon Net compatible with self-structure that provides a stable outlet to trap you. The soul that is in its own contents cannot see the structure, as in the Matrix blueprint, that holds the contents because it's too busy being the contents, aka anger, grief, insight. So the witness seat is a practice that is meant to deliberate deliberately sustain the cultivation of this position where one who notices as the witness is not a detached observer. So the goal is not detachment from the contents, but it's actually a full presence to the contents while simultaneously maintaining that recognition that you are also in the space outside of where it rose. So it's not the thought, it's the awareness of the thought appearing. And it's not the emotion, it's the presence that feels the emotion without becoming it. So I I relate it to people saying, you know, you have to get out of your own head, you have to get out of your own way, you have to look outside yourself. It's kind of like looking in a mirror, not looking inside your being, but looking in a mirror at what you're embodying in your being. Are you just embodying what you feel and then you become that without processing it? So this is both hard and simple at the same time. Harder because we're conditioned to be all the things all the time and identify with every rising experience. And simpler because the witness position is not something you construct, it's what you recognize or remember that you already are prior to the collapse of all those experiences. So to me, it's like the journey back to your whole self before outside influence started to make you feel anger and grief and those things. So the practice is just repeating the pattern of returning to yourself again and again and again 10,000 times. So the thought arises, you notice you've become it, you return to the seat of witnessing 10,000 times, until you return becomes more natural than the collapse into the contents. So you are going to continue to uh feel anger, obviously, and then you'll recognize that I'm becoming an angry person, and it's the recognition of that that allows you to then go stop, pause, let's return that where it goes. I'm not angry as a person. I felt anger, and then I dealt with the anger, and that's two different things. So, how does this alter the Archon net? The net holds a power that operates through identification. The soul that has collapsed into the contents of its container, of all of its experiences, is entirely made of Archon net compatible materials. That is to say that if you become an angry person because you feel anger, you have given all the right ingredients to the Archon matrix to suck you in and hold you there. The soul that is in that awareness position, they are aware that the contents is rising, but they've begun to process standing outside that reach. Then the Archon net can't latch onto them again because they don't have the proper grip to hold onto them. Every genuine return to the witness seat is a small withdrawal of the Archon's ability to feed off your energy and hold you there. That was the first step. Second, tracing the longing. It's the antidote to the unexamined desire, the roots downward that keep the soul oriented toward material world at the moment of death or transitioning. It begins with desire exactly as it arises, not the spiritualized version of desire, and certainly not the one you're probably comfortable admitting to, but the raw desire as it rises. So the longing for a specific person, the hunger for recognition, the desperate plea for anxiety to stop, the need to feel your life matters. That's where you start with complete honesty, without flinching, and then you follow that path, not outward toward its objects or matter, not into planning, pursuing, and fantasizing, but inward. When you ask honestly, what is the longing actually reaching for? Beneath that specific want or desire, beneath the person, beneath the recognition, beneath the peace, beneath the meaning. What is this longing actually pointing at? Sit there in honest silence, allowing the truth to emerge. And when it does, you then you ask it again, what is this longing actually reaching for? And you keep following inward through all the layers until you arrive at a moment where you stop. That's the place where the longing for its source finds itself. The soul wants to get back to its actual origin. So we long for things that make us feel like home. We long for things that make us feel loved because we miss the actual love of source. But instead, we're using substitutes to love us because we have not allowed ourselves to actually move through the longing and trace it back to source. When I got that, it was a definite aha moment because I am certainly guilty of that action. So in that place where you find and trace your longing back to source, you find source in the pleroma. The pleroma is the fullness that that longing came from. It's the home source that has been reaching towards through every distortion, every world expression, every outside expression of desire ever since we left it. In that recognition, when the longing arrives at its actual destination and remembers it, something extraordinary happens. The root begins to release. Because we are rooted in the desire, and then we suppress that desire. But what releases us is that we realize that our desire is actually leading us back to the true source in the pluroma. And when it becomes fulfilled, the root can then release to the actual source rather than a subpar substitute in different forms. The soul that has honestly, truthfully followed and traced its longing to its source has one fewer anchor to the material world that the archons govern. And at death, our transition has one fewer archon that has an attachment to everything. That was step two. Step three nightly rehearsal. Magdalene communities practice this very specific review before sleep, and that was understood as a preparation, not merely for tomorrow, but as a preparation to exit sovereignly the life. Now, what we should strive for is our sovereign passage. When you have sovereign passage, you are not being recycled in an archon loop. You will not have that soul trap recycling experience because you remain sovereign. The architecture for sleep and death are similar, analogous, because they both involve temporary release of the body and movement of consciousness into a less physical anchored state. It's true that when your physical form lays down and relaxes, your consciousness travels. So if you take steps to rehearse that travel, then if in that moment that you start to travel, it becomes your final exit, your soul is prepared because you've done it 10,000 times. It is no is not being thrust into a situation, it has not practiced navigating. So how the soul navigates sleep is practice for how it navigates death. How to perform the practice of the nightly rehearsal. In the last 20 to 30 minutes before you sleep, sit, not lie down, because lying down invites a collapse into consciousness. This practice requires specifically that we are conscious in our review. So you sit up and you review the day, not as some moral inventory into religious sense. We're not cataloging sins and virtues. You are reviewing for where you identified and where you collapsed into the contents of the experience and forgot to be the witness. So this is where you're you're reviewing your execution of step one and step two. Where did you become the emotion? Where did you reach outward in a way that did not examine? So you review these moments not with judgment, but with honest eyes, aware of each moment consciously and deliberately, and with your full attention and intention, release it, not suppress it, not shame it, not assign guilt or anger or pain or call yourself a failure. Release it. Set down the day's accumulation of identity and let it go. The person you were today, the story that moved through you, and allow it to fully dissolve away. This is where truly loving yourself really does benefit you in a meaningful way. I think sometimes when I guide people to remember to love themselves, they look at me like, what is that gonna do? But if we don't truly love ourselves, then where are we sending love from? We don't really have it to give if we don't truly hold it within our own being. Loving ourselves enough to allow ourselves the moment to let this stuff go and dissolve away, realizing that when we lay our head down to sleep, this could be preparing for tomorrow or preparing for the next sovereign passage. You're doing it with truth and love. So you choose to be independent of it, not defined by it, and then into your sleep from that place, from the witness seat. The practice makes us available for transition without any anchors to the material cage of the Archon net, and is instead practicing the soul's sovereign passage. It's not comfortable and it requires honesty, and the ego does not enjoy this practice. So expect your egoic mind to push back on you. And again, this is another practice of your own sovereignty where you recognize your ego and you put your ego in check. That listening to the ego is exactly what puts you back into the soul recycling loop, and that is not your desire. So when done in truth and love, the practice results in not feeling like less, but feeling lighter in your spirit while remembering more. And that's the key. The fourth step: recognition transmission. And this is gonna be, I venture to say, probably the hardest for any individual being, just because of the climate of the world that we live in today. I know for myself, it's a very, very small group of people that I would even consider being in a circle. So it's not something you do, but it's something you receive. The recognition transmission. In order to receive one, you must have done and maintain all the inner openness of steps one through three that come with sustained practice. It requires a specific kind of community, not guru worship, not hierarchical devotion. Not any type of situation where you give your power away and you're like lectured to and all of that. It that just enforces the archon net because you're again giving your power away. What this requires is how Magdalene her tradition worked in an intimate circle. It's small, committed, mutually accountable groups where the quality of everyone's self-guided practice created the field. So the field could only be maintained with each member there being fully committed to their own individual practice and to the collective group that they chose. A shared energetic and intentional space in which that recognition might be difficult to access alone can become available together. In this space, something can be transmitted, not in words, not a belief, not an experience, but a recognition comes through. A direct knowing pass from one soul to the other through presence. And that presence that can stand prior to any conditioning. So we are connecting back to our original presence, our original soul before any conditioning of the Archon net world was put upon us. So this goes back to the Hermetic tradition that teaches us the stripping of the soul's garments, is how they refer to it. Each layer of a conditioned identity dissolves not through the soul's efforts individually, but through the combined field of genuine mutual recognition in which it is held. And this is why Magdalene taught in small circles and how why her teachings were never publicly broadcasted. Because the transmission requires a particular kind of container, one where people are genuinely practicing honesty within themselves. They are genuinely committed to the recognition of the same unified goal. And if you stayed with me through this message, you are absolutely seeking this and finding your own quality and honest community is of utmost importance to you. That ends the first of these two episodes. I know it was a lot. Take it in little chunks, replay it as many times as you need. I feel within my spirit is one of the most important messages right now for the collective to really take their navigation of their own soul through transition. I don't want to say death because it's just a transition. We're just energy. And avoid being put back in the recycle soul trap. I'll see you again next time.